Jacob has that problem when it comes to playgrounds. But in this case, it's been a way to show this mommy how to slow down and experience the wonder in the small.
Our little man has just mastered (sort of) walking. So I have been taking him to playgrounds on the nice days. We are blessed in Newport with a plethora of cool playgrounds and I was so eager for winter to end so I could take Jacob to them.
The first time we went, I got him out of the car, set him on his little feet and then pointed to the big, glorious playground. There were swings, a jungle gym, slides, tire swing, all kinds of stuff that I was sure he would be ITCHING to explore.
It was a bit of a shock when Jacob took literally ONE step, plopped down on the grass and commenced playing with a twig. "Jacob!" said this perplexed mommy, "look at all the kids playing over there! Let's go over and explore!"
Pulling him back up to his feet, I was sure this momentary distraction was just that, and watched as he walked two more steps, plopped down and continued playing with the twigs and rocks all around him.
Jacob didn't need to get to the playground to explore and be in awe. The things RIGHT in front of him were awe-inspiring enough. Everything is SO NEW and exciting to him. Some sticks and a big rock to bang is the COOLEST THING ever to him.
Ever since that first playground experience, I have tried to let Jacob be my guide in exploring HIS world; not the other way around. It's fun in his world. Wood chips bring joy, different rocks' textures are worth feeling and checking out over and over. Twirling a stick around in the sand is absolutely fascinating. Every little thing God made excites him!
We don't need no STINKIN' swings, says Jacob. Wonder is all around him. I just hope I can keep reminding myself to slow down and experience it. Jesus' admonition to come to God like a child makes more sense every day.
Thank you Lord for this sweet boy that brings wonder back into my life daily.
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